Saturday, 27 December 2008
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Wishes do come true!
I should totally be sleeping right now, but I can't. I'm WIDE awake. Figures. I'll be waking up in a couple of hours and boarding a bus, headed straight for NYC! I've been wanting to take a trip to NYC for years now, but up until now, it was always a wish, but soon it'll be a reality -- thanks to Ry! Yahoo
! My bags are packed and I'm ready to go! All I have to do is sleep for a few hours... but then again, we DO have a pretty long bus ride tomorrow. Ah well.... fun times ahead!
I think I'm most excited about seeing the BIG Christmas tree (which I hope is still up btw) as well as checking out Magnolia's Bakery!!!! I've heard so much about their cupcakes, both good and bad, but I want to be the judge of that, and soon, I'll be able to! I've been looking online at their menu, trying to figure out which cupcake I'll try...!!!
Oh, and the silly thing is, I've always wanted to go to NYC to check out ALL of the different cupcake bakeries... I know, weird, eh? I doubt I'll be able to do that, but even if I can get a picture outside a couple of them (ie. Sprinkles, Crumbs Bakeshop, Babycakes, Sugar Sweet Sunshine !) I'll be one happy camper!
Time for bed!
Sunday, 14 December 2008
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Currently
A Song I Knew By Heart: A Novel
By Bret Lott
see relatedParrot Me
Please forgive me if this post sounds... depressing, but it's an honest post, from an honest heart. Even superwoman has her bad days, right? [Not that I'm anything close to being superwoman, but you get my drift...]. This weekend was hard. The cheeriness that usually encompasses my being, especially during this time of the year, was hidden away, locked up in a box labeled "for another day".It was a rude awakening, a hard banging on the door of my heart, so I sat there and listened, wishing for another sound to break the loud silence. It never came. Sometimes the very person I try and want to be is the very person I am just incapable of actually becoming. It's like setting myself up for failure, someone taking hold of my hand as they walk me to the guillotine. Ha, I'm such a drama queen! But it's how I feel. The raw emotions of... well, me.Here's what C.S. Lewis has to say:All this is flashy rhetoric about loving you.I never had a selfless thought since I was born.I am mercenary and self-seeking through and through;I want God, you, all friends, merely to serve my turn.Peace, reassurance, pleasure, are the goals I seek,I cannot crawl one inch outside my proper skin;I talk of love -- a scholar's parrot may talk Greek --But, self-imprisoned, always end where I begin.Heavy stuff huh? My mind is jammed packed with thoughts... so full, they're gonna start popping out of my ears soon if I don't put an end to it. My Remedy - read a leisurely book and build a gingerbread house.Even in the midst of my paltry faith, I know God is good.
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
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I'm here I'm here!!
Not to worry, I'm still here... treading water in the sea of lesson planning, assessment marking and teaching. Whoever said teaching was easy, certainly wasn't a grade 7/8 teacher!

I'm kidding. But in all seriousness, teaching is joyously wonderful, but at the very same time, very difficult. That's the only word I can think of that'll accurately describe it. Perhaps it's because I'm "inexperienced" and have only been sutdent-teaching for 4 weeks now, but boy oh boy... whoever's in the profession for the 2 months of summer vacation, they'll have another thing coming! The other 10 months are spent lugging around reading journals, spending dinner time reading up on lessons to teach, and other general things to improve myself overall as a teacher... it's honestly a full-time job! But, I like it.

As much as it's literally taken away hours of my day (or so it seems) I can't help but feel the excitement each morning as I see our homeroom kids enter the class, ready to start the day. For their Christmas concert this year, I took it upon myself to do a dance to the song "I Believe" by Yolanda Adams (featured in the Honey movie). The students have been practicing and I can't be anymore proud of them. The concert is in one week, so there's much to do!
On the wedding front, our invitations went out this past Sunday (well, the first batch of them) and the rest are scheculed to make their entrance this Sunday! So, that means I have a lot more invitations to make = more gluing, taping, stuffing... you name it, and I'm probably doing it! We're less than 2 months away from the wedding and my head is just buzzing with stuff to do! I'm arms deep in the sea of wedding planning... but there's no time for complaining, I've got wedding stuff to do!
So there's my life so far, in a nut(cyber) shell!!
Bye!
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
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Happily Boinkers.
I... am... slowly... going...boinkers. But I am doing so... happily!
If it wasn't for my handy-dandy agenda, every one of my to-do's would be lost in the flurry of wedding lists and lists and lists, school assignments and church ministries. Growing up isn't easy. Life doesn't stop (or slow down) for you to get a feel of what adult life is like. It just washes over you... and waits. Waits to see if you ever surface... but I'm sure we all do eventually
. Some ready for the next wave, others sputtering up water. But either way, we make due.Ry and I received the (much anticipated!) call from our builder this morning about our Tier 1 appointment!!
Yay! We visited our "patch of dirt" last week and saw that they had put up street lights, real pretty ones too, and started building some of the bigger houses in the area. Next week we've been invited to check out an Appliance thingy Gala where appliances and "stuff" go on sale (big discounts - so they say!) at the department store where we have our registry. Hopefully we'll be able to find good deals on things that we might need in the near future.
3 months and counting until our Big Day!

Monday, 03 November 2008
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Week 2!
She [The Proverbs 31 woman] brings him [her husband] good, not harm, all the days of her life. She selects wool and flax and works with eager hands.
Proverbs 31:12-13
The Proverbs 31 woman was selective - she selected the wool and flax that was good enough for her to invest her time working with. To be selecrive is to be careful about the choices you make - the opposite of mindless living that characterizes so many today.
I want to be more selective about where I invest my time, money and energy. I want to work with eager hands - to be diligent and not self-indulgent. I want to be eager and willing, not lazy and disobedient.
I want to be a Proverbs 31 Woman!

Thursday, 30 October 2008
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Currently Listening
Message: Numbered Edition Bible on DVD
see relatedNo Excuse...
I wish I had a good reason for the blogging hiatus, but I'd be lying if I said I did
. The wedding is quickly approaching and we still have a lot of things to check off our to-do list! We checked out a couple of chruches yesterday, but the one I like is $1000 ! And that's just the rental fee (not including the sound system fee, the technician fee, etc...)! But, we did find someone to bake our cake - or at least I hope we have. I've tried one of his cakes in the past and I'll say it, it was one of the best tasting cakes - ever. If only I could get the recipe...
hehe. He says we don't have to let him know what we want until January, so that gives us plenty of time to check around and see if there's anything better (which I doubt, because this was one yummy cake!) Besides that, my placement "block" teaching is coming up fast too! In 2 weeks, I'll be at my placement school EVERYday, teaching almost every subject
. I know... scary isn't it? I've realized that at teacher's college, they drop you running... so run I will!
Oh, and I've started to "listen" to the Message Bible on MP3. I was reading it a while ago, but decided that listening to it AND reading it would be way awesome, so that what's I'm doing! I know people have their own personal views on the Message Bible, but I'm reading it purely to get an overall understanding of the bible story in modern terms, not so I can do some deep theological study or anything. With that said, it really brings the bible to life when you hear it being read out loud!

Tonight Ry and I are going to a Chinese Buffet for dinner... so I'm holding back on lunch (I drank a bowl of soup!) so I can pig out on breaded chicken balls!
Monday, 20 October 2008
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Currently Reading
Becoming the Woman God Wants Me to Be: A 90-Day Guide to Living the Proverbs 31 Life
By Donna Partow
see relatedA journey of a thousand miles...
(or 90 days in my case)... begins with a single step. God's provided the perfect person, at the perfect time, to journey along side me.

"My personal vision is to use my creativity and encouragment
to challenge and empower others
to be all God calls them to be."
Saturday, 11 October 2008
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I heart...
WEDDINGS!!
I just dislike the dressing up part
. Ryan and I are attending a wedding tomorrow and I have no idea what to wear. I'm not the type of girl who has dresses overflowing in her closet. If anything, you'd need to pick your way through all my hoodies and t-shirts to find something that might resemble a pretty dress, nevertheless, the time has come. I have less than 24 hours to figure out (and find!) what to wear for tomorrow's wedding. The picture below is the dressiest I've ever been in my life. I'm so not kidding. It was the first time in years I had earrings that weren't tiny hoops and make-up (not that you can really tell from the picture) that went beyond my typical pink lipgloss. And yes, I consider wearing lip-gloss and curling my eyelashes makeup
. Time to get inspired... I hope. Tonight's King Crab Night - yummers!
Friday, 10 October 2008
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Knowing & Crab Legs
Our premarital counseling meeting went great!
I was a little worried about how comfortable Ry would feel meeting our "counselors" (my dad's pastor and his wife) for the first time, but it seemed to go great! We're actually getting premarital counseling from TWO pastors - the pastor marrying us (Ry's uncle) and my dad's pastor; we figure there's no harm in getting too much good marriage advice.The one weird part of the evening was when Ryan had to list off reasons as to why he wanted to marry me (and I did too, but for him). Deep down inside I already knew what they were, but to have him speak them audibly in front of people, and myself, was... different. It's like his words were able to physically touch a part of my heart that simple "knowing" couldn't. It kinda made me understand the greatness of God's power as he spoke creation into being; His words becoming physical things. Mind-blowing stuff I tell ya!

And this weekend I'm going to attempt Thanksgiving KING CRAB LEGS!! Turkey-schmurkey. I saved up enough points to get 4 lbs of Alaskan King Crab Legs for FREE! Gotta love grocery points! I've never made them before so hopefully I don't mess up. Then again, I only have to boil (the already boiled) crab legs, right? How difficult can that be?! Haha, with me, I have the powers to turn the most simple of things into a wonderful disaster. Hey, I'm a newbie cook in the making...
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

I cried because I had no shoes, until I saw a man who had no feet...
Let's thank God for the many blessings we have!
Tuesday, 07 October 2008
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The Nitty-Gritty...
or not? Tonight Ry and I will be attending our first pre-marriage counseling meeting! A few weeks ago, we took a test from Prepare-Enrich (160 questions about our spirituality, finances, sexual issues, families, communication strategies, etc...) and tonight we'll get to see what the "results" are!
One of the things taking this test made me realize was just how much Ry and I have been through these past 10 years. While we did not officially date and get together until last year, so much of who we are now comes from all the many arguments, squabbles and miscommunications we've had, as well as the many tickle-fights, contagious laugher bouts and moments of self-less love we've had for the other while being apart.
It's crazy to see where God has taken us these past 10 years, and it only makes me that much more excited for where he's going to take us in the years to come!
PS: We're exactly 4 months away from the Big Day!!

*doing the happy dance*
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